im a winter person. soz. mwah.
i become very self destructive.
Theres a ball of build of stress and loneliness, which slowly creeps up my body until im paralysed.
So numb that the only movement in my body is the escaping of the tears...
which slowly prickles down my cheeks,
as the only thing i want right now is to stop breathing.
stop my feelings,
Sometimes, i just want sit there and do nothing.
Sometimes, i just dont want to live.
I just get sick of myself.