pas de chat

The thought of yeast rising to make bread makes me want to throw up.
yeah.

hello.






 








 










Here it comes,
skinnyskinnyskinny.
plz
 

 



 






 







 
"I am in constant denial of my feelings."
"What's wrong? Tell me."
"Nah, numbing the pain is much more exhilarating."
I dont know what I'll be without it.
 

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Do you know the trick to not have your heart broken?
You be the heart breaker.
Cut off your feelings and attachments, they'll just weigh you down.
Dont allow anyone in, it'll only make it harder for you.
What another option?
Its either you have your heart broken or you have theirs.

Sorry.
 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 







 








 






 




 







 
Im broken.
Today i miss you,
tomorrow i wont,
the day after that we're strangers
and then
we are not.
???

Ive finally noticed that ache ive been feeling in my chest.
Its a feeling of missing someone important.
 

 

 












 












 

 
It hurts watching you move on in life without me...

I love her so much.
and i demand sushi rn.

I love pale pink.
Like a lot.
 

 

 

 

 




 





 





 


















 




 
Lose a friend.
Hate that friend.
Miss that friend.
Need that friend.
Have no friend.
Cry over friend.

summer lovin'
 

 

 

 

 

 

 







 


not.
im a winter person. soz. mwah.
 

 

 

 
























Sometimes,
i become very self destructive.
Theres a ball of build of stress and loneliness, which slowly creeps up my body until im paralysed.
So numb that the only movement in my body is the escaping of the tears...
which slowly prickles down my cheeks,
as the only thing i want right now is to stop breathing.
Stop time,
stop my feelings,
stop everything.
Sometimes, i just want sit there and do nothing.
Sometimes, i just dont want to live.
Sometimes,
I just get sick of myself.

Sorry for the disappearance.
Probably will disappear again.

HELLOOOO0O0O!
MY BIRTHDAY WAS TWO DAYS AGO!!!!!
 

 

 

 

 











 

















Wardrobe Wishlist:
- Green pakha
-Blue blazer
-Knitted ribbed shorts
-A nice clutch
-Striped Long sleeves